just tell erik to back off then….
tell him he can’t come over….
he can’t force himself into your life…..your dad won’t let that happen….

i know you worry about us…all the time….
you should look and see what you have though….
if you worry about it the whole time…..
what will happen to you….

you will be the one to tear it apart….
not me…

you will feel that you have to let me go so that you won’t hurt me…..

stop worring about everything and accept what happens……
good or bad……accept it…….

if you don’t…..it will eat you alive…….

if you do…..you won’t even notice the changes…..

and yes…….i did think……every fucking day…….

and the whole trip…….i missed everyone……..