So…. yeah.

I hate school. I don’t want to come back in the fall but I don’t really have a choice. The money is here and nowhere else. So why not just stay?

Growing up is hard. I ned to save more money. Living paycheck to paycheck is fine, but when actually having to pay for the Volvo and having a house to rent out? Puh-lease. I couldn’t do it with what I have now. But that still isn’t stopping me from wanting to try. The only thing thats keeping me from trying to leave the house is I would no longer have the Volvo. So I couldn’t get around anywhere…. Plus I’m pretty sure I couldnt be allowed to keep it. =.=

220 days. That’s the countdown. I know that its going to be longer than that though. Lifes not that simple. Add another 200 to it and maybe we’ll have something. But I’m going to stay with Him. Through watever it takes. I’ve said that from day one. But its really tough. I can’t leave hime now without crying >.> I can’t even handle it anymore.
It’ll get better. It’ll all get better.

White walls surround us
No light will touch your face again
Rain taps the window
As we sleep among the dead
Days go on forever
But I have not left your side
We can chase the dark together
If you go then so will I
There is nothing left of you
I can see it in your eyes
Sing the anthem of the angels
And say the last goodbye
Cold light above us
Hope fills the heart
And fades away
Skin white as winter
As the sky returns to grey
Days go on forever
But I have not left your side
We can chase the dark together
If you go then so will I
There is nothing left of you
I can see it in your eyes
Sing the anthem of the angels
And say the last goodbye
I keep holding onto you
But I can’t bring you back to life
Sing the anthem of the angels
Then say the last goodbye
Your’re dead alive [x4]
There is nothing left of you
I can see it in your eyes
Sing the anthem of the angels
And say the last goodbye
I keep holding onto you
But I can’t bring you back to life
Sing the anthem of the angels
And say the last goodbye
Anthem of the Angels— Breaking Benjamin
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