Let’s Stay Where We Are… Forever.

Happy doesn’t begin to cover the emotion that I have right now. In this present life.
I wonder if it’s wrong to think that I have found “The One” ….Ew. I sound all girly…. I hate that…. _._

But in any case…. My mindset on Marriage has begun to change.
For the better I guess most women would say… But I am still iffy on it.

I Love Him. I don’t want anyone else. 

 

And I am trying to keep my balance. I have already used my one and only “Fuck Up” moment. So it needs to be smooth sailing form here on out.

But it is so hard to let go. To get up and leave…. 

And I don’t want my friends to think that I am leaving them for Him. It happened to me and I was very upset by it…. Sadly I can understand why she did it though. But I swore that I would never let that happen to me.

I do not want them mad at me….. And I want them to say something if I am being too attached, to obsessive. 

 

Caught up in this madness too blind to see
Woke animal feelings in me
Took over my sense and I lost control
I’ll taste your blood tonight 

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it’s too late you’ve wasted all your time

Relax while you’re closing your eyes to me
So warm as I’m setting you free
With your arms by your side there’s no struggling
Pleasure’s all mine this time

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it’s too late you’ve wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there’s silence
Scream while there’s life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

We’ve all had a time where we’ve lost control
We’ve all had our time to grow
I’m hoping I’m wrong but I know I’m right
I’ll hunt again one night

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it’s too late you’ve wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there’s silence
Scream while there’s life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

Some live repressing their instinctive feelings
Protest the way we’re built don’t point the blame on me

Scream, Scream, Scream the way you would
if I ravaged your body
Scream, Scream, Scream the way you would if I ravaged

your mind

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there’s silence
Scream while there’s life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

Avenged Sevenfold— Scream