Wide Awake.

I want Him here………
So He can touch me.
So He can kiss me.
So He can bite me……

So that I can have this loning cease…. If only for an instant.
So I can sleep.
So I can think.
So I can breathe.

I want the ache in my fingertips to leave.
I want the hole in me to vanish.
I want to stop the crying….. The bleeding……. The hurting.