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The Butterflies Made Me Sick. :D

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So, it has been decided that Rae and Aaron are coming over after school and spending the night. Rae for me Aaron for Austin.

But my fucking family swears to the heavens that Aaron and I have some kind of relationship going on and every time his named gets mentioned about something that we do at school or if Austin and I want him over they roll their eyes and and say his name in disgust.

It pisses me the fuck off. I don’t understand why they don’t like him. I could even go as far to say that they hate him.

So supposedly I’m not allowed to hang out with him… Which makes me want to cry.

He pretty much fixed me. And I’m keeping him sane.

It’s not to say that I can’t live without him… But I would crumble underneath the weight I carry if I didn’t have him.

 

I just don’t know. I’m so angry and sad and….. *Scream* There’s no where for me to go, nothing to turn to.

I think I’m going to end up doing something stupid.

*Sigh*

He got suspended again.

He’ll be back the twenty-eighth.

I’ve been sad for a week. Another one is coming up.

I miss him.

I wanna see him so bad.

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Lawl.

So I have been on Spring Break for the past week. I start back school tomorrow… Which is both good and bad. Bad because its school but good because I getta see Tyson and LHL! Yay.

But yeah… I’ve just been chillin at friends houses and going to college in the morning. My classes are stupid. MS Office and Speed Reading. Bleck. But the term is almost over so I won’t have to deal with it anymore. Im dropping too. Right after I retake my College Algebra. I figure that I’ll take college classes when I get into college…

Probably Friday was the best day of my whole break. Ash and Aaron came over for the whole day and we played Smash Bros. and messed around. I’ve got bruises… Like crazy. My brother kept punching me in the same spot for what seemed like hours and Aaron bit me. Hard. Not to mention that I had another bruise from where LHL bit me more than a week ago… My parents flipped. I don’t understand why… It’s just a bruise it’ll go away. I like my bruises…. They’re cool to me. A little strange sure… But whatever.

Blah….

Tuesday.

I saw him yesterday and It was the greatest!!!! =D I guess I didn’t really realize how much I missed him. And now that he’s back, I really really hope that he stays. I’m really happy right now… Giddy in fact. Lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove….